Another beautiful snowy day off....

How lucky am I that most of the snow fall has happened on my days off? Mother Nature is looking out for me. It looks so pretty outside, I wanna take B out but he's not sure about it. Plus it's icey. eww.
It's nice and quite, I put B down for a nap. Not sure what to do now. Maybe dishes? yeck.
I love love the snow but I hate the cold with it. Maybe it will be 75 tomorrow? lol
On another note, they changed the day of my class from Thurs to Mon. ehhh But now, maybe i can take that yoga class I was looking into.
At work, there were some drugs that were left out and they went bad. It was a $1000. We can't quite figure out where the chain of communication broke but now the entire staff for that day will be getting Letters of Concern. They are really just smacks on the wrist but it pisses me off. We were so busy getting the meds ready for the pts that none of us, can remember if they were out or not. So basically we are being punished for coming to work and making sure that the pts recieved their meds. Isnt pt care supposed to be first? Apparently not. Every day I am reminded why I cannot cannot stand working in my department. I love my job and it is really a shame that i can't stand the place where I do it. If it wasn't for the rate, which is the highest in the area, I would have bailed long ago. Hopefully, the classes I am taking will pan out into something more. :)

New Year

I havent posted in awhile but I have been enjoying the new year. it has started out a little crazy. Tim's friend came down with his 2 boys and they really enjoyed themselves. I don't mind feeding them, I guess my Italian roots are popping out. My baby boy did get an ear infection, pink eye and eczema all at once. The antibiotic is tearing up his stomach tho. I have been giving him yogurt, bananas, and lactobacil powder. It doesnt seem to be working. But he is defin back to his old self despite the leaky butt. He is such a silly kid. Sometimes before I put him to bed, I thank him for choosing me as his mommy. Today he was putting a bowl on his and my head, laughing hysterically. Such a silly, happy boy.
I have actually been in a pretty good mood. I am trying to adjust my eating habits, eating somewhat healthier by getting more fruit into my diet. I am going to go back to walking once I can stand being outside for more than 10 minutes. Maybe March?
Something needs to be done, maybe by helping my outer self, I can help my inner self.

New Years.

I am sitting here kinda buzzed from the rum and coke I downed quickly, cuz for some reason I feel I must have at least a half buzz for the celebration. I must admit tho, I am struggling to stay awake. I know I am only 38, but I FEEL OLD> Especially when I am chasing after my 22 month old son. Tim' s friend is down with his 2 boys, who are 10 and 8. They are playing PSP, while we watch TV waiting for the New Year.
My only wish for the new year... Happiness. I want to rediscover what makes me SHINE. My son is helping me slowly find that. I love that his joy is in the simplest things; from putting a bottle on his head to lining his matchbox cars up in perfect rows to chasing his Percy train across the floor for hours.
Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all have good health, wealth and happiness. :)