New Year

I havent posted in awhile but I have been enjoying the new year. it has started out a little crazy. Tim's friend came down with his 2 boys and they really enjoyed themselves. I don't mind feeding them, I guess my Italian roots are popping out. My baby boy did get an ear infection, pink eye and eczema all at once. The antibiotic is tearing up his stomach tho. I have been giving him yogurt, bananas, and lactobacil powder. It doesnt seem to be working. But he is defin back to his old self despite the leaky butt. He is such a silly kid. Sometimes before I put him to bed, I thank him for choosing me as his mommy. Today he was putting a bowl on his and my head, laughing hysterically. Such a silly, happy boy.
I have actually been in a pretty good mood. I am trying to adjust my eating habits, eating somewhat healthier by getting more fruit into my diet. I am going to go back to walking once I can stand being outside for more than 10 minutes. Maybe March?
Something needs to be done, maybe by helping my outer self, I can help my inner self.

New Years.

I am sitting here kinda buzzed from the rum and coke I downed quickly, cuz for some reason I feel I must have at least a half buzz for the celebration. I must admit tho, I am struggling to stay awake. I know I am only 38, but I FEEL OLD> Especially when I am chasing after my 22 month old son. Tim' s friend is down with his 2 boys, who are 10 and 8. They are playing PSP, while we watch TV waiting for the New Year.
My only wish for the new year... Happiness. I want to rediscover what makes me SHINE. My son is helping me slowly find that. I love that his joy is in the simplest things; from putting a bottle on his head to lining his matchbox cars up in perfect rows to chasing his Percy train across the floor for hours.
Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all have good health, wealth and happiness. :)